Stacy Frakes
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Crazy Cat Lady
Ronan. I’ve been quiet today. Which you know, are my most painful days. I didn’t sleep well last night. Woke up at 2:30, a.m….. watching the clock. Paced around the house. 3:30 a.m. was here before I knew it…. close to the time you passed away. I managed to go back to sleep, woke up…
Africa, best friends, Crazy Cat Lady, Fernanda Borletti, Google, Kinko’s, Kitty Cats, maya thompson, Melatonin, Music, Neuroblastoma, Passports, phoenix children’s hospital, Ristoral, Rockstar Ronan, soul mates, Stacy Frakes, Sweet Sugar, Thailand, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, tricia tinney, true love, truth, Vietnam, woody thompson -
A Sea of Sadness
Ronan. Hi baby. I’m waiting to board my flight back to San Diego. It’s late. I had to leave you tonight and somehow I made it to the gate of the plane. I had an o.k. day. I kept busy and luckily I had enough things around Phoenix to do to keep me…
arcadia, arizona, best friends, Burger Lounge, Cars 2, chelsea’s kitchen, childhood cancer, Childhood Disease, CHOP, Coronado California, donuts, Dr. Mosse, Godmother, honesty, I fucking hate you mother fucking cancer, In hiding, life, Marie Callendar’s Fettucini Alfredo, maya thompson, mother fucking fucked up, Neuroblastoma, new york city, pain, Phoenix, phoenix children’s hospital, raw, running, San Diego, San Diego Airport, sarah matheson, Stacy Frakes, Star Wars, tears, The Coronado Shores, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, To the moon and back, tricia tinney, true love, woody thompson -
Every teardrop is a waterfall
Ronan. Ouch. As I sit here and write, my fingers are aching with pain. The kind of pain that shoots all the way down to the tips of my fingers. This only happens to me when I am crying really hard. Like I’ve been doing all day long. I cannot stop. Guess what else I…
2007, A boy, Ambien, anger, arizona, ashes, best friends, blog, Cancer, Charisma Carpenter, Chemotherapy, childhood cancer, Conditions and Diseases, F U Cancer, i love you, I love you to the moon and back, life, love, May 12, maya thompson, Neuroblastoma, Phoenix, phoenix children’s hospital, Rockstar Ronan, running, sadness, San Diego, San Diego Airport, sloan kettering, spirit, Stacy Frakes, Star Wars, tattoos, tears, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, this too shall pass, Urn, Utah, woody thompson -
Is an o.k. day going to be as good as it gets?
Ronan. It was an o.k. day without you. I had to work for it though. I had to work hard to make it that way and as much as I didn’t want to, I did. I spent the day with your brothers and our cousins. We went to breakfast this morning and then…
angels, anger, arizona, AZ, bad luck, basketball, best friends, bullshit, Cancer, Chemotherapy, childhood cancer, CHOP, Conditions and Diseases, Coronado, cousins, Dr. Kushner, Dr. Mosse, dreams, faith, Family, healing, life, love, Music, Neuroblastoma, new york city, Pinkberry, sadness, sloan kettering, Stacy Frakes, swimming, the beach, The Ronald McDonald House, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, twins, Vons, Where is Ronan?, woody thompson -
Don’t stop believing
Ro baby. I looked for you all day. I was so sure you were going to wake me up this morning, as you have done every morning for the past almost 4 years. I woke up with a big, strange person in our bed. It was your daddy. I kept waiting for you to pop…
angels, anger, arizona, AZ, baseball game, best friends, boys, bullshit, Cancer, Chemotherapy, childhood cancer, Childhood Disease, Conditions and Diseases, Don’t stop believing, Dr. Maze, Energy, faith, Family, Fernanda Borletti, fuck you cancer, happiness, honesty, I love you to the moon and back, journey, love, margeritas, maya thompson, Neuroblastoma, phoenix children’s hospital, Ro baby, Rockstar Ronan, sadness, sloan kettering, Stacy Frakes, tears, true love, woody thompson -
The next person that tells me Ronan wants to go home, to heaven, can piss off
Holy Fuck. How did I get here? I’m at The Ryan House; the most beautiful place we have been so far on this journey because my son is going to die? And everybody knows this except me? Am I in that movie, “The Truman Show,” where everything is just pretend and I’m some experiment being…
Bad Peter, blue eyes, Camelback Mountain, Charisma Carpenter, Chemotherapy, childhood cancer, Cowboy Guns, Dr. Campbell, Dr. Eshun, Dr. Giselle Sholler, Family, Fernanda Borletti, friendship, god, heaven, Home, honesty, I love Fernanda Borletti, life, love, maya thompson, miracles, Mr. Sparkly Eyes, new york city, New York Miss Macy, Paul Frank, prayers, raw, Ro baby, Rockstar Ronan, Stacy Frakes, Star Wars, Strawberries and Whipped Cream, Team Woody, tears, The Princess, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, The Ryan House, true love, Truman Show, twins, Woody, woody thompson -
I get by with a little help from my friends
There is no better way to start a Sunday morning than meeting up with my girlfriends at Taylor’s for breakfast. Tricia, Bethany, Fernanda, and Stacy all came prepared with everything we needed to talk about as far as getting things in the works for transplant. These women, I swear could rule the world. Smart, compassionate,…
angels, arizona, beauty, best friends, boys, bullshit, Chemotherapy, Childhood Disease, Coldplay, faith, Family, Grace, Greenbay Packers, happiness, Home, home sweet home, isolation, laughter, life, maya thompson, Mothers, Music, Neuroblastoma, Parenting, Pedicures, Phoenix, pure hearts, Rockstar Ronan, Stacy Frakes, stem cell transplant, strength, Superbowl 11′, Taylor’s, the beatles, therapy, tricia tinney, true friends, true love, twins, United States, woody thompson, Xanex -
The little monkey made it through the night
We ended up staying out of the hospital last night. Ronan slept and slept hard. His fever was off and on through the night, but did not ever go above 100.1. So thankful. I had the most awful dreams last night. UGH. I can’t shake them this morning. I had a dream that Ronan could…
arizona, ASU, best friends, Birthday parties, Camelback Mountain, Chemotherapy, Childhood Disease, Coconut Water, football, Greenbay Packers, Hava Java, honesty, Little Big Planet, little monkey, love, maya thompson, mickey mouse, Neuroblastoma, new york city, Phoenix, Rockstar Ronan, Stacy Frakes, Sundevils
ROCKSTAR RONAN 
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