tricia tinney
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Crazy Cat Lady
Ronan. I’ve been quiet today. Which you know, are my most painful days. I didn’t sleep well last night. Woke up at 2:30, a.m….. watching the clock. Paced around the house. 3:30 a.m. was here before I knew it…. close to the time you passed away. I managed to go back to sleep, woke up…
Africa, best friends, Crazy Cat Lady, Fernanda Borletti, Google, Kinko’s, Kitty Cats, maya thompson, Melatonin, Music, Neuroblastoma, Passports, phoenix children’s hospital, Ristoral, Rockstar Ronan, soul mates, Stacy Frakes, Sweet Sugar, Thailand, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, tricia tinney, true love, truth, Vietnam, woody thompson -
Goodbye summer 2011
Ronan. It’s late. It’s late and I am so tired. So tired, but I cannot sleep. I am trying tonight to sleep without my fucking Ambien. I think that drug is the devil. I think it’s making my mind go crazy. I don’t want to take it. All I want is to fall asleep, without…
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In my next life I’d like to come back as Katy Perry, please
Ronan. 3:00 a.m. Like clockwork, my eyes pop open, even though I have just fallen asleep a few hours ago. 3:00-4:45 I lay in bed, tossing, turning, thinking, crying, screaming inside of my head. I take another Ambien. I get up. Wander around the house, look outside, check on your brothers, do some laundry, peak…
angels, anger, arizona, AZ, Cancer, Chemotherapy, childhood cancer, Concerts, Conditions and Diseases, F U Cancer, firework, katy perry, Katy Perry hearts Rockstar Ronan, Katy Perry Rules, Los Angeles, maya thompson, Music, Neuroblastoma, Teenage Dream, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, tricia tinney, true love -
A Sea of Sadness
Ronan. Hi baby. I’m waiting to board my flight back to San Diego. It’s late. I had to leave you tonight and somehow I made it to the gate of the plane. I had an o.k. day. I kept busy and luckily I had enough things around Phoenix to do to keep me…
arcadia, arizona, best friends, Burger Lounge, Cars 2, chelsea’s kitchen, childhood cancer, Childhood Disease, CHOP, Coronado California, donuts, Dr. Mosse, Godmother, honesty, I fucking hate you mother fucking cancer, In hiding, life, Marie Callendar’s Fettucini Alfredo, maya thompson, mother fucking fucked up, Neuroblastoma, new york city, pain, Phoenix, phoenix children’s hospital, raw, running, San Diego, San Diego Airport, sarah matheson, Stacy Frakes, Star Wars, tears, The Coronado Shores, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, To the moon and back, tricia tinney, true love, woody thompson -
Dear overly concerned blog reader
I read your long comment today. I thought about it a lot. I just want to clear up a couple of things. First of all, a lot of the things I write, I write during the middle of the night, when I cannot sleep and my feelings come flooding out and rightfully so. I write…
angels, anger, arizona, beach, bereaved mom, best friends, childhood cancer, Childhood Disease, Conditions and Diseases, Coronado Bridge, Family, fear, healing, Health, honesty, judgement, Liam, life, Little Boys, love, Mother, Music, Neuroblastoma, Phoenix, phoenix children’s hospital, Rockstar Ronan, running, San Diego – Coronado Bridge, skydiving, sloan kettering, soul mates, stick it where the sun don’t shine, strength, Surfing, therapy, tricia tinney, twins, woody thompson -
Fuck you fucking world
Ronan. I’d guess I’d better get used to these days of not knowing how I’m going to feel and what to expect. I guess I’d better, because yesterday was so hard, that today had no choice but to be better. The Frakes came over this morning to tell us goodbye as they had to head…
angels, anger, arizona, AZ, baby blue eyes, best friends, Bodyboarding, bullshit, Cancer, childhood cancer, Childhood Disease, Conditions and Diseases, Coronado California, Daddy, doctors, Energy, Family, FUCK, Health, honesty, hotel del coronado, Kenny and Stacy Frakes, Liam, maya thompson, New York, Ocean madness, Parenting, Phoenix, raw, Rockstar Ronan, sadness, sloan kettering, stars, strength, Surfing, The most beautiful boy in the world, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, tricia tinney, true love, twins, woody thompson -
“Just you and me, Mom.”
I am trying my hardest to pretend this weekend is normal when all I really want to do is run away. Ro woke up bright and early as well as the twins as they had their baseball game to get ready for. Woody headed out early with them and Ronan and I waited for Tricia…
Ambien, angels, anger, arizona, AZ, baseball, best friends, bullshit, Camelback Mountain, Cancer, childhood cancer, Childhood Disease, Conditions and Diseases, Family, honesty, Hospital, life, maya thompson, Mr. Sparkly Eyes, Neuroblastoma, new york city, New York Miss Macy, pain, phoenix children’s hospital, Rockstar Ronan, shaved ice, Star Wars, strength, Suffering, tears, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, tricia tinney, true love, twins, woody thompson -
Hellllllooooo Philly!
I’m not scared yet. Is that weird? Because at this point I should be scared shitless. And I don’t need to point out the obvious for you all to know what it is I should be scared about. Maybe it’s because I’m too numb, still in too much shock, or in deep denial. But I…
“A”, angels, anger, arizona, AZ, beautiful strangers, best friends, bipolar people NOT allowed, bullshit, Cancer, Chemotherapy, childhood cancer, Childhood Disease, Children’s Hospital of Philadelphia, CHOP, Conditions and Diseases, Dr. Adams, Dr. Eshun, Dr. Kushner, Dr. Maze, Dr. Yale Mosse, Fernanda Borletti, fetal position, fighter, Fuck you cancer boots, I love woody, I love you to the moon and back, love, Luke, maya thompson, MIBG Therapy, new york city, Pat Tillman, Patty, phoenix az, phoenix children’s hospital, red-eye, Ro baby, Rockstar Ronan, tricia tinney, Twinkle Twinkle Little Star, twins, woody thompson
ROCKSTAR RONAN 
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