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Here’s what I know about life. Nothing.
Ronan. You know what I know about life? Nothing. Except for almost 4 years, I took care of you almost every single day. And then from the time you were diagnosed from the time you passed away, I was so emerged in the fighting for your life world and all of a sudden it’s just…
Ambien, angels, anger, arizona, AZ, best friends, bullshit, Camelback Mountain, Cancer, Chemotherapy, childhood cancer, Childhood Disease, Christmas, Conditions and Diseases, doctors, Dr. Jo, Elf on the fucking shelf, Family, Hiking, iPhone, maya thompson, Neuroblastoma, pch, phoenix children’s hospital, Quinn, Rockstar Ronan, Ronan, Star Wars, Super NATE!!, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, Zolpidem -
Soho and a Circus
Ro and I started off our morning the way we usually do. Cuddly and quiet. We sat and played in his bed and enjoyed our quiet time together. My mom came to the hospital with Tricia around 11. So happy to see my bestie. Ronan was not a happy camper at first, but he soon…
angels, anger, arizona, AZ, Believing, best friends, Billy Elliot, Broadway shows, Cancer, Candlelighters, Chemotherapy, Childhood Disease, Circus, Conditions and Diseases, Cupcakes, Dr. Maze, faith, hugs, maya thompson, Memorial Sloan Kettering, Mother, Neuroblastoma, Never giving up, new york city, New York Miss Macy, nyc, Parenting, pch, phoenix children’s hospital, reality, Rockstar Ronan, sadness, soho, Star Wars, Subway, tears, The Ronald McDonald House, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, Toy guns, tricia tinney, truth, Twinkle Twinkle Little Star, woody thompson -
Sparkly stars in the sky and all the one’s right before my very eyes
These are the kind of friends I have. The kind who come over to your house in the morning, bring you coffee, insist that you give them your car keys so they can go wash and put gas in your car. Not to mention pick up your prescriptions, some pictures you had developed, all while…
anxiety, Chemotherapy, Dr. Shultze, eddie vedder, Fernanda Borletti, laughter, Luckiest girl ever, magic medicine, maya thompson, medication, Mr. Sparkly Eyes, neil young, Neuroblastoma, New York, New York Miss Macy, Parenting, pch, peace, phoenix children’s hospital, reality, Rockstar Ronan, running, sadness, sloan kettering, Starbucks, strength, tears, the good doctor, Tom Petty, true friends, true love, truth, woody thompson -
This is what I wish
I wish that I could sleep the entire night without waking up 50 times. I wish that my baby wouldn’t wake up as early in the morning because is little arm is hurting so badly. I wish this was me and not him. I wish that there was a known cure for this disease.…
“A”, angels, arizona, best friends, Cancer, Charisma Carpenter, Chemotherapy, childhood cancer, Childhood Disease, doctors, Dr. Maze, faith, friends, love, Memorial Sloan–Kettering Cancer Center, Neuroblastoma, New York, new york city, pain, pch, reality, Rockstar Ronan, Sharon Deny, sleep, sloan kettering, tears, true love, twins, wishes -
Never-ending tears
How much can one little person endure? It’s amazing because the strength of Ronan seems endless. All he has gone through so far… all he is going to have to go through still. I am exhausted just thinking about it. He is back getting his bone marrow aspirates done and MIBG scan as well. I…
Anesthesia, angels, anger, arizona, AZ, best friends, Bob strollers, bone marrow, bullshit, Cancer, Central Park, Childhood Disease, Conditions and Diseases, doctors, Dr. Eshun, Dr. Kushner, Dr. Maze, Dr. Modak, dreams, Energy, faith, FAQ Schwartz, friendship, Health, Home, i love you, MIBG scan, Neuroblastoma, new york city, New York Miss Macy, nightmares, nyc, pch, Phoenix, Rockstar Ronan, sloan kettering, Starbucks, strength, tears, The Ronald McDonald House, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, true love, woody thompson -
Magic Medicine… Day 2, Round 4
That stupid pit is back in my stomach today. It is the worst feeling. Makes me not want to eat, not want to sleep…. it’s like a dull, empty pain that comes and goes. And when it is here, it is a constant reminder of what we are up against. Before all of this, I…
angels, anger, arizona, awareness, AZ, beauty of hometown, best friends, bullshit, Cancer, Chemotherapy, childhood cancer, Childhood Disease, Dr. Eshun, faith, Family, fighing, friends, friendship, fundraisers, Games, honesty, insomnia, kelso washington, kids, longview washington, maya thompson, mom’s, Neuroblastoma, new york city, normal life, ongologist, pch, sleep, United States, woody thompson
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