Quinn
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I’m having a white party tomorrow. Do you think P Diddy would want to come?
Ronan. Do you know how I feel tonight? Hollow. Empty. I swear, it’s just one thing after another. I just had a Mother’s Day that no mother would ever want. All after your death day, your birthday/the day you were cremated (on your fucking birthday), Mother’s Day, and now tomorrow, is the day we had…
anger, cape cod, Chemotherapy, Childhood Disease, Energy, Fairy RoMo, Family, friendship, fuck you cancer, hate me or love me stand back and watch me, i wear white on may 15 because thats when we had his bullshit services for an almost 4 year old, I’m going to fix this bullshit., Liam, love, Maine, maya thompson, Mother’s Day, Neuroblastoma, new york city, P Diddy, P Diddy comes to the white party, Portland, Quinn, Rockstar Ronan, Ronan, Ronan should be with me. That is the only place he should be, Ronan should still be here., Ronan was robbed, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, White Party -
If kids can fight cancer, I think I can run a full marathon, without training for it.
Ronan. Headache. Can’t sleep. Usual insomnia. Liam is still not feeling well. He has some nasty little bug that is going around his school. He stayed with your Mimi and Papa today and is staying with them tonight. He’s contagious and I feel like can sometimes use the break from Quinny. I had some things…
angels, anger, arizona, AZ, bereaved parents, best friends, bullshit, Cancer, Cancer fighting Ninjas, Cancer is an Asshole, Chemotherapy, childhood cancer, Childhood Disease, Conditions and Diseases, doctors, Dr. R, honesty, Inferno Hiking, Liam, life, maya thompson, Maya’s Marathon of Madness, Neuroblastoma, Nike, phoenix children’s hospital, Quinn, raw, reality, Rita Rocks, Rockstar Ronan, Roligion, Ronan, San Diego, San Diego Rock and Roll Marathon, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, true love -
1)Dying 2)Depression 3)Pregnancy 4) Mental Ward 5) Let’s just go to Mexico!
Ronan. If I am not pregnant, I think I am severely depressed. I told Rita this tonight. I don’t know what it feels like to be depressed, because I never have been. I’ve been traumatized over losing you so badly that I can’t function, but I would not call that depressed. I would call that…
arizona, AZ, best friends, bullshit, Camelback Mountain, Cancer, Chemotherapy, childhood cancer, Childhood Disease, Conditions and Diseases, depression, doctors, dreams, Family, Liam, maya thompson, Neuroblastoma, Pregnancy, PTSD, Quinn, raw, reality, Rockstar Ronan, Ronan, sloan kettering, Storage Wars, woody thompson -
I have an idea on how save Liam and Quinn’s childhood. Just bring Ronan back!
Ronan. I had a whole big post written out last night and I don’t know what I did, but poof! It disappeared and I could not recover it. Dang it! It was a good one too. I’m going to write a new little post as it’s early in the morning and I can’t sleep. I’ll…
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You and Ben. Ben and You.
Ronan. I have had so much go on the past couple of days but all I can think about is Ben died today. Those are the words that jolted me out of my Ambien induced coma last night at 12:11 a.m. I was asleep, in Quinn’s bed and you know once I take my Ambien,…
Ambien, angels, AZ, Ben, Ben with the Bald Head, best friends, Cancer, Cancer is an Asshole, Chemotherapy, childhood cancer, Conditions and Diseases, faith, Family, friendship, FUCK, Hallelujah, happiness, honesty, I’m so sorry, Lovie, maya thompson, Neuroblastoma, new york city, potato latkes, Quinn, Ronan, strength, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, woody thompson, World War II, Zolpidem -
Diamonds Are Not a Girl’s Best Friend
Ronan. Does it sometimes feel like I want to rain on everybody’s happy parade? Because I don’t. I am happy there are happy people out there. I am happy that most people out there do not know what it feels like to lose a child….. well, I may be taking the happy word a little…
Ambien, anger, arizona, AZ, bald ben, Bald Head, Beatles, bereaved parents, best friends, bullshit, Cancer, Cancer is an Asshole, Chemotherapy, childhood cancer, Conditions and Diseases, Cupcakes, Diamonds are not a girls best friend, diamonds won’t make your dead kid come back or the pain any less, F U Cancer, Forever 21, hell, I love you to the moon and back, insanity, Jordin Sparks, kindness, Kurt Vonnegut, love, Lovies, madness, Mother, Neuroblastoma, pretties, Quinn, Rockstar Ronan, Rolovie’s are the BEST, Ronan, sadness, Sparkly Eyes, the beatles, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, Zolpidem -
A Bed of Fire
Ronan. I swear time stood still today. I knew that reality was going to come crashing down hard after the New York fuckeverythingimabadass high came to a halt. Yeah it did and it hurts. I knew I was in for it when I wrestled with my sleep all last night. I fought the devil aka,…
arizona, AZ, best friends, bullshit, Bunk bed, Cancer, Chemotherapy, childhood cancer, Childhood Disease, Conditions and Diseases, Family, Liam, maya thompson, Neuroblastoma, new york city, Phoenix, Quinn, Rockstar Ronan, Ronan, Star Wars, The Help, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, true love, Zolpidem -
Snow Falling in Flagstaff
Ronan. Guilt is what I feel at this time, in this moment. For living this life, without you here. For the smiles that I’ve smiled, for the laugher I’ve done, for the love I’ve given to your brothers. Guilt for going on when you know, all I want to do is be with you. I…
Ambien, Arizona State University, AZ, bereaved parents, bullshit, Cancer, Dr. Jo, Dr. Joanne Cacciatore, dreams, Flagstaff, guilt, honesty, insomnia, Liam Gallagher, love, maya thompson, Neuroblastoma, new york city, nightmares, Phoenix, Quinn, reality, Rockstar Ronan, Ronan, snow falling in flagstaff, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, true love, twins, Valerian Root, Wine tasting descriptors, woody thompson, Zolpidem -
There’s nothing like muddy boots on a rainy day
Ronan. I don’t know what happy feels like anymore. But being back here, is the closest thing to happy I’ve felt since losing you. It’s no secret. I’m a Washington girl at heart. I love everything about the Pacific Northwest. I think it’s one of the most beautiful places on the planet. I really needed…
10 year anniversary, anger, arizona, bullshit, Cancer, Cancer is an Asshole, Chemotherapy, Childhood Disease, Energy, Fake Plastic Trees, friendship, Health, honesty, I love WA, I love woody, I’m sorry Ro, love, maya thompson, Nana, Neuroblastoma, Pacific Northwest, Papa, pearl jam, Prince, Quinn, reality, Ronan, Running in the rain, sadness, sociopaths not allowed, true love, twins, woody thompson -
Adam Spofford owns a laptop. And meet Gary.
Ronan. A few things have happened since I’ve last written. I’ll start with Gary. Gary the stuffed animal that I bought for you in Starbucks. Gary who I didn’t tell anyone about, except for Dr. JoRo. I was waiting to board the plane with your Daddy and brothers. I was so sad. I didn’t want…
Air Gun, angels, anger, arizona, AZ, bullshit, Cancer, Chemotherapy, Christmas, Christmas Eve, clam digging, Conditions and Diseases, Liam, love, maya thompson, Neuroblastoma, Pacific Northwest, phoenix children’s hospital, Quinn, Rockstar Ronan, Ronan, Starbucks, Super Walmart, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, true love, truth, When in Rome, woody thompson, yo!
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