You is kind. You is smart. You is important.
Ro baby. I played musical beds last night as I fought off the Ambien sleep. I won. I fell asleep for about 10 minutes in our bed and then woke up, in a panic because I cannot remember the last time I have seen the stuffed animal, Gary, that I bought for you over Christmas.…
Snow Falling in Flagstaff
Ronan. Guilt is what I feel at this time, in this moment. For living this life, without you here. For the smiles that I’ve smiled, for the laugher I’ve done, for the love I’ve given to your brothers. Guilt for going on when you know, all I want to do is be with you. I…Ambien, Arizona State University, AZ, bereaved parents, bullshit, Cancer, Dr. Jo, Dr. Joanne Cacciatore, dreams, Flagstaff, guilt, honesty, insomnia, Liam Gallagher, love, maya thompson, Neuroblastoma, new york city, nightmares, Phoenix, Quinn, reality, Rockstar Ronan, Ronan, snow falling in flagstaff, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, true love, twins, Valerian Root, Wine tasting descriptors, woody thompson, Zolpidem
Breaking rules, changing Holidays
Ronan. Hi baby. Another day done. Looking back on todays events, although nothing major happened, it seems like forever ago. If I were to write a handbook on losing a child, because there seems to nothing out there about this subject, one of the things I would write about is how slowly time passes by.…Boo to Seaworld!, Breaking the rules, Chemotherapy, childhood cancer, Childhood Disease, Coronado California, Easter, Easter Bunny, Feaster, Gawkers, Grief, happiness, honesty, hotel del, i hope you are safe, i love you, Julius Monkey, Liam, Liam Gallagher, Mr. Sparkly Eyes, Neuroblastoma, new york city, Not Spicy Monkey, Ocean, Parenting, Paul Frank, Philanthropy, Phoenix Adventure Boot Camp, phoenix children’s hospital, reflection, ro, Rockstar Ronan, running, sadness, The Cove, The Other Side of Sadness, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, Time is creeping on, true love, Whale Wars, woody thompson
My Ro. I miss you so.
Ronan. I think it’s been a few days since I’ve written. The days are still creeping along, ever so slowly. You’re still gone and I am still here. Barely. We are still at the beach. It’s getting closer to the time when we will leave this place, and return home. The…Alien Baby, Ambien, angels, anger, arizona, AZ, best friends, bullshit, Cancer, childhood cancer, depression, Dirty Martinis, Fake Mustaches, Family, friends, fuck you for taking my baby, Hangover Part 2, I hate neuroblastoma, I love you to the moon and back, I wish I could kill cancer, In hiding, kanye west, laughter, Liam Gallagher, Liz Kotalik, Macy Wood, maya thompson, neuroblastoma awareness week, New York, Olivia, phoenix children’s hospital, reality, Rockstar Ronan, sadness, school, Sleeping, sloan kettering, Starbucks, strength, tears, The Coronado Shores, The Hotel Del Coronado, The Other Side of Sadness, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, true love, twins, woody thompson, Zolpidem
Just say no to death do us part…….. time to update wedding vows people. What if your child died? Did you ever think about that while saying them???
Ro Ronan. Hi my love. I hope you had a good day. That sounds so weird to say, because how could any day possibly be good when we are apart?? I miss your giggles so much. The world is so empty without them. I know I say this all the time, but I would give…angels, anger, arizona, AZ, best friends, bullshit, Cancer, Chemotherapy, childhood cancer, Childhood Disease, Coronado California, E.E. Cummings, friendship, FUCK, fuckwad, I carry my heart, I not spicy!, inspiring, Liam, Liam Gallagher, new york city, Olivia, Rockstar Ronan, Rockstar Ronan Fans!, sadness, San Diego, Star Wars, tears, The Coronado Shores, The Hotel Del, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, Today (NBC program), woody thompson
I wish cancer got cancer and died
Ronan. Night is setting in. Another day gone without you here. It was as good of a day as I could have possibly made it. It’s just me here with your brothers. No breaks, no running, no time to sit in a corner and cry about missing you. The show must go on. We all…Ambien, angels, anger, arizona, AZ, best friends, Brad Pitt baby, Britney Spears, butterflys, Cancer, Chemotherapy, childhood cancer, Childhood Disease, CHOP, Dr. Giselle Sholler, Dr. Mosse, football, Haters, Health, honesty, Liam, Liam Gallagher, Little Boys, Little Fockers, Marco Polo, maya thompson, Maya’s Mafia, movies, Neuroblastoma, new york city, Nifurtimox, Phoenix, Robert De Niro, Sammys’ Woodyfire Pizza, sloan kettering, Soccer mom, swimming, target, tears, the ocean, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, truth, twins, Zolpidem
Losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
Ronan. I had a bad day. A day where I didn’t get out of bed until 1 or so this afternoon. I am in a funk and I can’t seem to shake it. I cannot shake being in this condo, which as I told you before, is exactly like the one we stayed in when…Ambien, angels, arizona, Captain Rex, childhood cancer, Conditions and Diseases, dreams, exercise, Family, Feisty, Growing up in Heaven, Health, heaven, Inner Peace, James Van Praagh, Kung Foo Panda, Kung Foo Pando 2, Liam Gallagher, mama, Master Yoda, maya thompson, Medium, Mother, movies, Music, Neuroblastoma, Opposing Views, phoenix children’s hospital, Religion & Spirituality, Religion and Spirituality, running, shetland pony, Spiritualism, stages of grief, tears, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, Today (NBC program), twins, Washington, woody thompson, Zombieland
Rain in May
Ronan. I have no idea how I survived today. Actually, I do. It is because you are amazing in everything you do. You were amazing during your time here with us and you are amazing even though you are gone. Gone. It’s a word that I’ll never get used to. I know that was you…Rockstar Ronan, Neuroblastoma, Cancer, Family, Childhood Disease, AZ, Energy, childhood cancer, love, honesty, Health, Conditions and Diseases, Chemotherapy, life, faith, dreams, anger, true love, best friends, arizona, doctors, new york city, Star Wars, rain, happiness, phoenix children’s hospital, angels, bullshit, Medicine, sloan kettering, Philanthropy, maya thompson, woody thompson, ronan thompson, i love you, twins, FUCK, the good doctor, sarah matheson, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, god, blue eyes, Ro baby, The most beautiful boy in the world, Cure, Woody, Sheriff Woody, Liam, Liam Gallagher, Fuck God, Rain in May, Lack of awareness, Miss you, Science, Fry’s supermarket
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