I miss you
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Late night rants and I can’t put Poppy down.
Ronan. Fucking, fuck, fuck, fuck. I’m venting on here tonight and I don’t even care. I have been spending all of my nights, writing about this nightmare for this book and going back to re read my blog, which I’ve NEVER done, to reference some things. This is beyond torture. I knew this was going…
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Our song for the night. It reminds me so much of us. I miss you.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xS4EKh66rXA&feature=fvst
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A very Katie Couric pity party kind of day
Ronan. I guess I had kind of a pity party of a day. I started off the day by throwing up all over our hallway early this morning in front of your brothers. Awesomeness. They were both so impressed. I did go to my office. Where the nicest people in the world work. I’m not…
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Your other song for the night. And it really is your song. I still can’t listen to it, without bawling. She is so beautiful. I love you both to the moon and back.
http://youtu.be/CS7JrI-JPOc
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Wake up, throw up, go back to bed.
Ronan. I am not used to living a life where I am physically chained to my bed. That’s how it’s been this past week. I cannot seem to function. This extreme fatigue and nausea, are mentally beating me down. I’m used to being the energizer bunny. Go, go, go. Get this…
angels, anger, arizona, AZ, best friends, bullshit, Cancer, Chemotherapy, childhood cancer, Childhood Disease, Conditions and Diseases, Dr. JoRo, Family, honesty, I love you to the moon and back, I miss you, I’m sorry, love, maya thompson, Mr. Sparkly Eyes, Neuroblastoma, Rockstar Ronan, Ronan, sadness, soul mates, Taylor Swift, tears, the kindness of strangers, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, This Poppy is making me sick, true love, twins -
A Runaway Death in a Mental Institution with a Maybe Baby
Ronan. I know what I’ve been doing. Trying to live this life the best I can, without you. This means a ton of busy foundation work, a ton of taking care of your brothers, the way they deserve to be taken care of, a ton of busy things that keep me running throughout the day.…
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A Danger Day for 15 months without you. F U Cancer.
Ronan. 15 months of you being gone and I survived today. It wasn’t even a totally awful day. I think it’s the first 9th I’ve had in a long time, that wasn’t horrific. Do you know why? Because I took today and made it be an alright day. I’ve had too many hard days this…
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What doesn’t kill you, will make you a better person. Hopefully.
Ronan. I spent the majority of the day, sobbing after I held it together at your brothers meet the teacher. I wore my best mama hat. “So nice to meet you, Quinn’s darling teacher.” “Liam is so excited, this is going to be an amazing year, Liam’s darling teacher, too.” In my mind you know…
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If I had any Ambien, it would be an Ambien overdose night.
Ronan. Today was a mind fuck of a day. I should have known it was coming. Your brothers wanted to go fishing on Papa’s boat. They went just a few nights ago and begged me to go with them. I told them I couldn’t. Even your Nana kept saying over and over again, why don’t…
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I also had to post Derrick’s amazing catch. So proud of our little man, who is no longer little:( When did that happen?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ILDWdTMsan4
ROCKSTAR RONAN 
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