San Francisco
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A trip to San Francisco for the saddest reason possible.
Ronan. I am quite simply emotionally beat. This trip was a lot harder than I had anticipated. I kept telling myself I was going to be fine, that I would be able to hold it together like a champ. For the most part I did, but the few days I was here was full of…
“Girls”, angels, anger, arizona, AZ, best friends, bullshit, Cancer, Chemotherapy, childhood cancer, Childhood Disease, Conditions and Diseases, doctors, dreams, Endless tears, Energy, F U Cancer, faith, Family, friends, friendship, fuck you cancer, Goyte, happiness, Health, honesty, Keep on rocking in the free world, life, love, Lucas Studios, Master Yoda, May the force be with you, maya thompson, Music, neil young, Neuroblastoma, new york city, New York Miss Macy, Phoenix, raw, reality, Rockstar Ronan, Ronan, sadness, San Francisco, sloan kettering, Somebody I used to know, synagogue, Teddy Bear, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, true love -
Happy Fucking SucksGiving!!!!!!!!!!
Ronan. Well fuck. I had an entire post written and I went to update something else and it got erased. Bloody Hell, baby doll. Guess that’s how this day had to start off since it’s our first official Fucksgiving. Or Sucksgiving. Or Macegiving. Or the sweetest one of all, RoGiving. Yup. It’s…
arizona, best friends, bullshit, Cancer, Chemotherapy, childhood cancer, Childhood Disease, Conditions and Diseases, Dr. JoRo, Family, Fucksgiving, honesty, love, Macy, maya thompson, Neuroblastoma, New York, new york city, New York Miss Macy, reality, Rockstar Ronan, Ronan, San Francisco, Sedona, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, woody thompson, Zolpidem -
6 Mother Fucking Months? Fuck you, ASSHOLE CANCER
Ro baby. 6 months. Soon. 3:22 a.m. tomorrow. In just 5 and a half hours. No. NO.NO. But yes. Because as I said tonight, as I was leaving Dr. JoRo’s, I’m being punished for something I did in a past life or something? I must have done something really, really, awful to deserve this pain,…
6 fucking months, angels, anger, arizona, asshole ignorant people, AZ, best friends, childhood cancer, Childhood Disease, Conditions and Diseases, Dr. Joanne Cacciatore, Fashion Show, friendship, honesty, i hate you, i love you, Iceland, love, maya thompson, MISS Foundation, Neuroblastoma, Rockstar Ronan, San Francisco, Star Wars, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, true love, woody thompson -
The Twilight Zone
Ronan. Can you give me a reason to get out of bed today? Because I cannot find one. I’m still waiting for you to come and wake me up and tell me to make your extra cheesy eggies. I’m still waiting for you to ask me to put on “Mickey Mouse,” for you and sit…
angels, anger, arizona, AZ, Baseball games, best friends, bullshit, Cancer, Chemotherapy, childhood cancer, Childhood Disease, Conditions and Diseases, death, doctors, Don’t stop believing, dreams, Energy, faith, Family, Fo Yo, friends, friendship, Fucking Hot Lava, High School Besties, love, maya thompson, mickey mouse, New York Miss Macy, out of body experience, raw, Rock Band, Rockstar Ronan, sadness, San Francisco, sleep, Spirit Hoods, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, truth, Twilight Zone, woody thompson -
Ro baby takes Philidelphia and New York City
I am so happy to tell you tonight that I haven’t updated things in a few days due to a very busy, but fun weekend. It’s the first time that I can remember since before Ronan was diagnosed with cancer, that things around here felt very normal. We spent the weekend hanging out at home,…
angels, arizona, AZ, best friends, boys, brothers, Childhood Disease, CHOP, Conditions and Diseases, Corporate Angels, Crayola, doctors, Dr. Eshun, Dr. Kushner, Dr. Mosse, Fernanda Borletti, friendship, Happy Birthday, honesty, Lawyers, Marisa Friedman, Marisa!, maya thompson, Memorial Sloan–Kettering Cancer Center, Mr. Sparkly Eyes, Music, Neuroblastoma, New York, new york city, Philadelphia, Phoenix, Ro baby, Rockstar Ronan, San Francisco, sloan kettering, sociopaths not allowed, strength, sweet dreams, Tarbell’s, The Kotaliks, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, Travels, twins, woody thompson -
San Francisco baby steps
Sitting on our plane back to Phoenix as I write this. This is something straight out of a movie. Yes, my baby has cancer. He is sound asleep beside me. As Woody and I watched him sleep, we held hands and talked quietly about all the decisions we have to make. I looked up at…
angels, anger, arizona, AZ, best friends, bullshit, Chemotherapy, Childhood Disease, Dr. Matthay, Energy, faith, Family, friendship, love, Lucas Studios, maya thompson, Neuroblastoma, New York, new york city, New York Miss Macy, raw, Rockstar Ronan, San Francisco, sloan kettering, Star Wars, strength, true love, UCSF, United States, woody thompson -
Ro baby takes San Francisco
We are leaving this evening for San Francisco. Praying for a safe flight of course but most of all praying for a little bit of clarity. I hope by looking into Dr. Matthay’s eyes, that I will have a better feeling about everything. I am hoping she can give us some answers and guidance. I…
angels, anger, arizona, AZ, best friends, bullshit, California, Cancer, chelsea’s kitchen, Chemotherapy, Childhood Disease, Conditions and Diseases, doctors, Dr. Matthay, dreams, Energy, faith, Family, Health, Instincts, maya thompson, Mr. Sparky Eyes, Neuroblastoma, new york city, New York Miss Macy, oprah, Rockstar Ronan, San Francisco, San Francisco Bay Area, soulmates, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, true friends, United States, woody thompson -
Magic Medicine, Day 4 and Day 5…. Round 7
What a beautiful, rainy day. My favorite kind of days. Being from the Pacific Northwest, I miss days like this so much. Ronan woke up happy as a clam, excited to know he was going home later this afternoon. We played in his bed for a little bit and then we went down to the…
angels, anger, arizona, AZ, best friends, boys, bullshit, Cancer, Chemotherapy, Child, Childhood Disease, Conditions and Diseases, doctors, Dr. Matthay, Dr. Maze, Family, Health, love, Macy Wood, Mark Twain, maya thompson, Mr. Sparkly Eyes, Neuroblastoma, Pacific Northwest, Phoenix, Rockstar Ronan, San Francisco, truth, twins
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