I think I’m supposed to be nesting. I’m not nesting.
Ronan. I miss you so much but isn’t that always the case? I think I am supposed to be nesting now. That is the term used for when you get everything ready for the baby that is coming. I think I am avoiding nesting still as I cannot seem to get a single thing…angels, anger, arizona, AZ, best friends, bullshit, Cancer, Chemotherapy, childhood cancer, Childhood Disease, Conditions and Diseases, doctors, dreams, Energy, F U Cancer, faith, Family, friends, friendship, Gold Party, happiness, Health, honesty, life, love, maya thompson, Neuroblastoma, Phoenix, Rockstar Ronan, Ronan, tears, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, true love, twins
A Golden Night All For You
Ronan. I woke up the morning of The Gold Party, sobbing hysterically. I finally saw you in my dreams. You are never in my dreams. It was horrific and left me pretty shaken up for most of the day. I dreamed the entire night, about watching you die. You were in a hospital. You were…angels, anger, arizona, AZ, basketball game, best friends, bullshit, Cancer, Charisma Carpenter, Chemotherapy, childhood cancer, Childhood Disease, Conditions and Diseases, DJ Mom Jeans, Energy, F U Cancer, faith, Family, for the douche, friends, friendship, Gold Party, happiness, honesty, maya thompson, natural bond, Neuroblastoma, New York Miss Macy, Poppy, Poppy puking party, raw, Rockstar Ronan, self confidence, The Gold Party, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, This party just took a turn, Travel, true love, truth, vacation
September is Childhood Cancer Awareness Month. Please do what you can to spread the word!
Ronan. I love you. I’m sorry. I wish this wasn’t your face because you were here and healthy. I miss you so much. I hope you are safe. xoxo
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