Ro baby! Even with my mushy mush brain, I have genius ideas! You know how we LOVED that show on ABC, Wipeout? How we would all watch together during our family fun nights?? I’m watching it right now, with your brothers, without you which I HATE, but………
What if I went on that show? And they could call it the “Wipeout Childhood Cancer,” episode. GENIUS!!!!!! Does anybody have any hookups with ABC? Maybe if we write to them, they will agree to do this! How fun would that be?
Anyway, Ro. It’s just one of my 50 thousand ideas. All for you. Always for you. I love you. I miss you. I hope you are safe.
Ro baby. I don’t watch T.V. anymore. It makes me too anxious. But I am hearing that tonight’s episode of Grey’s Anatomy will feature a story about Neuroblastoma. I think everyone should tune in. I will be curious to see if they will be able to even come close to touching on how horrific this disease is. I am so very thankful that this disease is finally getting the attention it deserves. I feel like a movement is happening in the world of childhood cancer. I feel like you are the reason why. I love you. I’m so tired tonight from the 3 hours of sleep I got last night. No Ambien. I tried everything natural instead but it didn’t work. My mind just won’t seem to shut off anymore. All it wants to do is think, worry, scream and cry about you.
I saw Super Nate today. He’s been declared NED which is so huge. Next step for him, is transplant. Thank you for watching over him. Thank you for making him, remind me so much of you. I smiled and cried today over both of those things. He is such a feisty little fighter. I’ll try to check in with you later tonight, Ro. But if I don’t get to due to being too sleepy, G’nite, sweet dreams, I love you. I hope you are safe.