Everything can change in an instant. One minute my baby is sleeping peacefully next to me, the next minute he is awake screaming and slamming doors. As i try to comfort him, he takes his hand and slaps me as hard as he can in the face. Shocked, I do the only thing I can do which is leave the room, go sit in a dark corner and cry. He finds me and screams over and over that I am mean. Woody comes in and takes over, working his magic on Ronan. Back in bed, the tears are hot still streaming down my face and my cheek burns from where he slapped me. None of that pain compares to the feeling of my heart being broken. Why can’t I wake up from this awful nightmare? This pain and sadness cannot possibly be real; it is too much to handle. Nobody deserves this, especially Ronan. Please, somebody, make him better. Is anybody listening? I just want my baby back.