Night Hiking and Ronan Rain
Ronan. This is how foggy my head is still. I seriously thought today, the 13th was your diagnoses day, two years ago. It wasn’t until this afternoon, that I remembered that today was not your diagnoses day, the 12th was. Today, was the day you had your first surgery to remove the…angels, anger, arizona, Aug. 12 is when you were diagnosed. Duh., best friends, bullshit, Cancer, Chemotherapy, childhood cancer, Childhood Disease, Conditions and Diseases, Family, friendship, Grief brain, Health, honesty, I think I forgot to eat today., love, maya thompson, Neuroblastoma, Night hiking, Night Hiking and Ronan Rain, Phoenix, Rockstar Ronan, Ronan Rain, strength
A Danger Day for 15 months without you. F U Cancer.
Ronan. 15 months of you being gone and I survived today. It wasn’t even a totally awful day. I think it’s the first 9th I’ve had in a long time, that wasn’t horrific. Do you know why? Because I took today and made it be an alright day. I’ve had too many hard days this…15 months of hell, angels, arizona, Arizona is a freaking inferno, best friends, bullshit, Camelback Mountain, Cancer, Chemotherapy, childhood cancer, Childhood Disease, Conditions and Diseases, F U Cancer, Family, Health, honesty, I love golf. I might be obsessed., I miss you, Inferno Golf, life, little seal, love, maya thompson, Nature is my church, Neuroblastoma, Night hiking, Rockstar Ronan, Spicy monkey, strength, tears, twins
What doesn’t kill you, will make you a better person. Hopefully.
Ronan. I spent the majority of the day, sobbing after I held it together at your brothers meet the teacher. I wore my best mama hat. “So nice to meet you, Quinn’s darling teacher.” “Liam is so excited, this is going to be an amazing year, Liam’s darling teacher, too.” In my mind you know…AA, anger, arizona, AZ, bereaved parents, best friends, bullshit, Cancer, Chemotherapy, childhood cancer, Conditions and Diseases, F U Cancer, I miss my Mandy Bee, I miss you, I’m sorry, kindergarten, LoRo, love, Lovies, Neuroblastoma, Night hiking, Phoenix, Rockstar Ronan, Star Wars, Will I survive? I will survive.
An inferno church twice in one day and still not eating Chick-fil-a!
Ronan. Geez. My little blog post seemed to cause quite an uproar. Am I surprised? Not really. I know that not everyone is going to choose my cause, which is childhood cancer, as their cause. But you know what? I can guarantee you, the people that do not care about this cause, have never been…
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