morphine
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Please don’t leave me
Please tell me today didn’t happen. Please tell me I didn’t have a conversation with my husband about what we are going to do for Ronan’s services. Please tell me I then didn’t go to Hava Java and sit with Fernanda, Stacy, Marisa, Danielle, Tricia, and Macy about planning everything. This all happened so fast.…
angels, arizona, best friends, Cancer, Childhood Disease, doctors, Dr. Eshun, Dr. Giselle Sholler, faith, Hava Java, love, maya thompson, morphine, Neuroblastoma, pain, Phoenix, phoenix children’s hospital, Rockstar Ronan, sadness, sleep, Star Wars, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, The Ryan House, twins, woody thompson -
Burn baby, burn
Home. That’s where we are heading. No more hospitals, no more clinics, no more. As I sit here holding Ro on our flight home, all I can think about is, “Will this be his last airplane ride?” It can’t be possible. He was supposed to be coming with us, to Ireland soon. He was supposed…
4th Birthday, angels, anger, arizona, AZ, baseball game, best friends, Cancer, Chemotherapy, childhood cancer, Childhood Disease, Conditions and Diseases, doctors, Dr. Maze, Energy, Family, Fernanda Borletti, friends, FUCK, god, Health, Home, honesty, Hospice, hospitals, Jet, judgement, love, Luke, marathon, maya thompson, mickey mouse, morphine, Mother’s Day, Neuroblastoma, new york city, reality, Rockstar Ronan, San Juan Islands, skydiving, Star Wars, tears, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, truth, Twin, twins -
I’m sorry my baby boy
Not a lot to report today. The day was spent with Ronan waking up bright and early in pain; therefore, he was pissed at the world. We spent the majority of the day playing in his bed and testing out what the correct dosage of morphine for him is as they decreased it last…
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Jar of hearts
Tonight, I honestly sat here and could not remember what month it was. It literally took me opening up my calendar on my computer to figure it out. That is how fried my brain is. What even happened today?? I’ll have to sit back and reflect so that I can tell you. We were all…
angels, anger, arizona, Auntie Karen, best friends, Cancer, Central Park, Chemotherapy, childhood cancer, Childhood Disease, Conditions and Diseases, doctors, Fernanda Borletti, honesty, maya thompson, morphine, Neuroblastoma, Never ending tears, new york city, radiation, raw, reality, Ronald McDonald House, Ronald McDonald House Charities, ronan thompson, sadness, sloan kettering, Star Wars, Starbucks, tricia tinney, true love, twins, woody thompson
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