I made a new friend and I know you are going to look after her.
Ronan. Today is 28 months without you and it’s pouring down rain in AZ, naturally. You always bring me the rain when I am the saddest. I was up on and off through the night. Waiting for that 3:25 a.m. time when you left this world. I felt like screaming and throwing…angels, anger, arizona, AZ, best friends, bullshit, Camelback Mountain, Cancer, Chemotherapy, Childhood Disease, Conditions and Diseases, Dr. Sholler, dreams, Energy, F U Cancer, faith, Family, friends, friendship, FUC, happiness, Health, Inferno Hiking, love, maya thompson, Mental Health, Outdoors, Phoenix, sadness, strength, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, true love, twins
Baseball, Brisket and Marriage Equality for all!
Ronan. I think time is standing still. At least that’s how it feels to me. Maybe it’s because I’m having to take things easy now that your Poppy sister is almost here. Maybe it’s grief. Or a combination of both. I remember things feeling this way right after you passed away for the first 6…Rockstar Ronan, Neuroblastoma, Cancer, Family, Parenting, Childhood Disease, Phoenix, AZ, Energy, love, friends, friendship, honesty, Health, Conditions and Diseases, Chemotherapy, life, faith, dreams, anger, arizona, Music, new york city, happiness, angels, bullshit, maya thompson, woody thompson, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, Ro baby, little seal, I love you to the moon and back, Mental Health, Grief, F U Cancer, All good things are wild and free, Spicy monkey, Pregnancy, Loss, Marriage Equality, For Ro. Always Ro., FUC Hate
I meant to get a manicure, but I wound up in the hospital instead.
Ronan. The past few days, have been really, really bad. Not only for me mentally, but physically as well. I think I’ve been overdoing some things. I think I’m in a really bad grieving period and I’m not sure quite what to do. I’m pretty sure it has a lot to do with the holidays…angels, anger, arizona, AZ, Bah humbug, best friends, bullshit, Cancer, Chemotherapy, childhood cancer, Childhood Disease, Conditions and Diseases, dehydration, doctors, dreams, Energy, F U Cancer, Family, friends, friendship, Grief, happiness, Health, honesty, love, maya thompson, Mental Health, Neuroblastoma, new york city, pain, Rockstar Ronan, sadness
A Poppy Shower? O.k. Only if tradition does not exist.
Ronan. I survived your 18 months. It rained. Of course it did. It was a hard day with a lot of tears but I didn’t die. If pain alone could kill me, I would have died about a million times by now. I’ve been busy but not in my normal way of running around…A Poppy Baby Shower, angels, anger, arizona, aviation, AZ, best friends, bullshit, Cancer, Chemotherapy, childhood cancer, CHOP, Conditions and Diseases, doctors, Dr. Yael Mosse, dreams, Energy, F U Cancer, faith, Family, food, friends, happiness, Health, life, love, Lovies, Macegiving, maya thompson, Mental Health, Neuroblastoma, new york city, Poppy girl, restaurants, Rockstar Ronan, Solving Kids Cancer, transportation, true love, truth, twins, zombies
Thanks for all the Dr. JoRo Love!!!
Here’s how you can help her. See below. Thanks lovies. You all are the best. Thank you from the both of us! Dear Joanne Cacciatore, I read your post earlier this morning on bereavement. Brent Robbins, who is on my committee, sent it to me. It is wonderful. So touching and so human… I’m…American Psychiatric Association, American Psychological Association, British Psychological Society, Chemotherapy, childhood cancer, Conditions and Diseases, Dr. Joanne Cacciatore, Dr. JoRo, DSM-5, DSM-5 Reform, Humanistic Psychology, maya thompson, Mental Health, MISS Foundation, Petition, Rockstar Ronan, The Ronan Thompson Foundation
An Open Letter to an Asshole
Dear Asshole Reader, I guess I’m going to have to get used to people like you. Because the world is full of them. Stupid know-it-alls, who judge and give advice just to hear themselves speak. People who think they have the right to spew out their words because they think they know how a mother…
Just you and me
Ronan. Just another day without you. I wish I could tell you that I am o.k. But, I’m not. I’m just sad. I’m swimming in a sea of sadness and am barely staying afloat. This morning, I took your brothers to surf camp. I sat and watched them for the 3 hours and pushed them…& hudson, Ambien, angels, anger, anxiety, arizona, axel, AZ, BBQ, best friends, Bill Murray, broken hearts, Cancer, Childhood Disease, Conditions and Diseases, Coronado Bridge, Coronado Surf Camp, Disorders, Dolphins, dreams, Emma Stone, Energy, facebook, Family Therapy, Fore, Health, insomnia, iPad, love, maya thompson, Mental Health, Mr. Sparkly Eyes, Neuroblastoma, Ocean, Papa, Parenting, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, Posttraumatic stress disorder, Psychological trauma, Ro baby, Rockstar Ronan, running, sarah matheson, sloan kettering, Starbucks, Surfing, tears, the ocean, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, therapy, Thought, twins, Twitter, United States, Zolpidem, Zombieland
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