Salt on an open wound
Ronan. Life goes on. One thing I am learning, is no matter what happens in life, it goes on. I hate this. I want everything and everyone around me to just stop. It’s apparent that this is not going to happen. I had no choice but to wake up today. It happens to…angels, anger, arizona, Asshole cancer, Axel&Hudson, blue eyes, Boogie Boarding, bullshit, California, Cancer, Chemotherapy, childhood cancer, Childhood Disease, Conditions and Diseases, Coronado Shores, death, doctors, Dr. Brian Kushner, dreams, Energy, faith, Fore, iPad, Laguna, Legoland, life, little seal, love, maya thompson, mischief, Mr. Sparky Eyes, Neuroblastoma, new york city, Oye Vey!, Phoenix, phoenix children’s hospital, Ro baby, Rockstar Ronan, rule follower, sadness, salt on an open wound, sloan kettering, tears, the beach, The Brightest Star in the Sky, The Hash House, The most beautiful boy in the world, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, trouble, twins, Uncle Buck, woody thompson
Twinkle Twinkle little star
I had the worst dream last night. It was all about scan day. We woke up and got ready to go. Fernanda was downstairs waiting for us, with coffees in hand and off we went. We arrived promptly, like always, and soon Ronan was called back to anesthesia; I held him tightly as they injected…Ambien, angels, anger, arizona, Axel and Hudson, Axel&Hudson, AZ, best friends, bone marrow, bullshit, Cancer, Chemotherapy, childhood cancer, Childhood Disease, CHOP, Coconut Water, compassion, Conditions and Diseases, Diet Coke, doctors, Dr. Kushner, Dr. Maze, Dr. Mosse, dreams, faith, Family, Fernanda Borletti, Fore, friends, fuck you cancer, Fucking coward, GiGi, happiness, love, maya thompson, MIBG Therapy, Mr. Sparkly Eyes, Neuroblastoma, New York, new york city, nightmares, Noble Peace Prize, Propofol, raw, reality, Rockstar Ronan, sadness, Saint Claude, Scans, Star Wars, strength, The Ronald McDonald House, true love, Twinkle Twinkle Little Star, twins, Valium, woody thompson
Why hello beautiful boy
Today was actually a wonderful day. Wonderful as in we only had to go to the clinic for the standard blood tests and to have Ronan’s broviac dressing changed. We got to see our favorite nurse, Sharon, which is always a treat. Ronan told me today that she is his favorite person to see at…angels, arizona, Axel&Hudson, beauty, best friends, Best Friends EVER, Blogs, blue eyes, Cancer, chelsea’s kitchen, Childhood Disease, doctors, Family, Fore, fuck you cancer, happiness, healing, Health, Home, iMac, isolation, journey, laughter, life, love, Mother, Music, Neuroblastoma, Pandora, Parenting, raw, Ro baby, Rockstar Ronan, sadness, sleep, soulmates, stem cell transplant, strength, tears, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, the village, truth, woody thompson, Yeah, Yeahs, Yoga
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