UGH. I had a long post written. I’m blaming it on my Ambien. Half of it is gone now. Here is a song instead.


Wood plays this for me ๐Ÿ™‚

3 responses to “UGH. I had a long post written. I’m blaming it on my Ambien. Half of it is gone now. Here is a song instead.”

  1. Maya, love Cold Play and Fix You always brings tears. I wish I could just fix things for you – flick a switch and bring Ronan back into your arms. But all I can do is send is love and hope across the miles and to raise my eyes to the moon and stars and wink at that gorgeous boy of yours who is watching over you, his precious Mama, for always. xx

  2. Maya… I love Cold Play too! Clocks and Fix You are my fav right now!

    Love that Woody plays this to you!
    Each others Rock!

    Thinking of you and Rockstar Ro! Lil Brad Pitt ๐Ÿ˜€

  3. Maya, I really think you would benefit from an antidepressant. You cannot live under the kind of Stress you have been under for so long, and not get chemically altered. Also, Ambien caused great anxiety. It almost gave me a mental breakdown. It made me sleep at night and I did not get up and walk or eat, but in the days, I felt like I wanted to run down the street screaming. Also had pain in my chest. I found out it was the Ambien and I will never take it again. I had taken it for 7 days. I have read it has caused many to have psychotic breaks and have to be admitted to the hospital. Please consider all of this. I know you desperately need sleep, but try something else. Maybe an antidepressant that also will allow you to sleep. Lexipro is a great antidepressant as well as anti-anxiety drug. Just a small dose, half of the smallest will help you, I think and you will not feel altered. It will just take the knife out of your heart and allow you to breathe again.
    Blessings, Cissy L

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