I love you to the moon and back
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Fucking First Father’s Day without you
Ronan. First Father’s Day without you done and over with. We survived. Somehow, I pushed on and got through the day. We slept in a bit, got up and all decided to get ready and head out to our new favorite breakfast place called Urban Solace. I gave your Daddy his Father’s Day card and…
angels, anger, arizona, AZ, best friends, Blunch, bullshit, Cancer, Chemotherapy, Conditions and Diseases, Coronado Shore, Death of a child, doctors, Family, Father’s Day, Fucking Father’s Day, fucking firsts, hotel del coronado, I love you to the moon and back, Liam, little seal, love, Music, Neuroblastoma, new york city, Palm Desert, Parenting, Phoenix, phoenix children’s hospital, Previous life, Quinny, Ro baby, Rockstar Ronan, San Diego, swimming, tears, The Lunds, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, twins, Urban Solice, woody thompson -
I’ll follow you into the dark
Ronan. Hi baby. I miss you so much. This morning I woke up late and so did your brothers. I didn’t fall asleep until about 3 a.m., so we slept in until around 9. I don’t know what exactly happened this morning. Actually, I do. A couple of things. Your daddy called. He was upset.…
Rockstar Ronan, Neuroblastoma, Cancer, Phoenix, AZ, childhood cancer, love, honesty, Conditions and Diseases, Chemotherapy, life, anger, best friends, arizona, pain, new york city, angels, bullshit, tears, woody thompson, i love you, fuck you cancer, twins, running, lost, sarah matheson, The Ronan Thompson Foundation, Ronan, heaven, hell, death, little seal, Twinkle Twinkle Little Star, I love you to the moon and back, The Ryan House, Dr. Sholler, summer, Ronan Sean Thompson, Coronado California, old souls, Fashion Valley, San Diego Padres, Doriet and Esther, The Coronado Shores, Purgatory, mommy blogging, beaches -
Everything’s not lost, but really it is
Ronan. You were everywhere today. I had to stop and catch my breath a few times just so I wouldn’t throw up. I am reminded of you in everything and everywhere. In the whole avocado that Quinn had for lunch. In the Mickey Mouse beach bag that Stacy carried her kids’ beach stuff in. In…
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Big Jet Plane
Ronan. I didn’t think I was going to be able to get through this evening. But it turns out, it was exactly what I needed. It was one of the most beautiful nights of my life. You were everywhere. In the tears of the ones dearest to your heart, the smiles from your brothers, the…
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Don’t stop believing
Ro baby. I looked for you all day. I was so sure you were going to wake me up this morning, as you have done every morning for the past almost 4 years. I woke up with a big, strange person in our bed. It was your daddy. I kept waiting for you to pop…
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Music to my ears
I’m feeling peaceful tonight. Today, was a very good day in terms of victories for Ronan. It started off with his little words this morning, “Mom, I have to poop.” Praise the freaking lord. It’s been 5 days of him not pooping and we have been giving him Miralax around the clock. I full on…
“A”, American’s Taco Shop, angels, arizona, Cancer, Charisma Carpenter, childhood cancer, Childhood Disease, Conditions and Diseases, Dr. Eshun, Dr. Giselle Sholler, Dr. Sarah Matheson, Fernanda Borletti, hope, I love you to the moon and back, iPad, laughter, love, maya thompson, Mr. Sparky Eyes, Neuroblastoma, Playroom Kathy, Pooping Party, reality, San Diego, Star Wars, tears, The bravest boy, The Ryan House, twins, woody thompson -
Hellllllooooo Philly!
I’m not scared yet. Is that weird? Because at this point I should be scared shitless. And I don’t need to point out the obvious for you all to know what it is I should be scared about. Maybe it’s because I’m too numb, still in too much shock, or in deep denial. But I…
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Princess Leia and Captain Rex take on the world… or at least the halls of Sloan-Kettering
Last night was a little better than the night before. We have had a really, really, extra sweet nurse, Alex, the past 2 nights. She is adorable, looks like she is about 12, and really gets along well with Ronan. She is super patient with him, very calm, and is very doating. He meshes well…
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ROCKSTAR RONAN 
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