Ro baby! Even with my mushy mush brain, I have genius ideas! You know how we LOVED that show on ABC, Wipeout? How we would all watch together during our family fun nights?? I’m watching it right now, with your brothers, without you which I HATE, but……… What if I…

  Ro baby. I don’t watch T.V. anymore. It makes me too anxious. But I am hearing that tonight’s episode of Grey’s Anatomy will feature a story about Neuroblastoma. I think everyone should tune in. I will be curious to see if they will be able to even come close…

      Ronan. As you know, your post got hijacked last night due to some man and his ignorant comments about childhood cancer. The only person here that I am apologizing to, is you Ronan. I’m so sorry that I didn’t get to properly tuck you in last night…

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Yes, I called you Fuckwad. You have really, really pissed a lot of people off. I would really hate to be you right now. Actually, you know what? I’ve changed my mind. I would trade places with you, in an instant. Do you know why? Because when I was trying…

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Ronan. Guilt is what I feel at this time, in this moment. For living this life, without you here. For the smiles that I’ve smiled, for the laugher I’ve done, for the love I’ve given to your brothers. Guilt for going on when you know, all I want to do…

http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/benpurcell/journal This is Ben. He could really use a lot of love right now. We met his family in the clinic at PCH when Ronan was in the middle of treatment. He is the sweetest little guy that I have a big soft spot for. I asked his mama, if…

Ronan. Hello little bug. Guess what I did today. I spent the day doing things that I would normally not be doing; if you were still here. This happens to me a lot in this new life of mine. Sometimes, I feel as if I am living a double life.…