Ronan. We went on our first kind of real vacation without you, since you died. A real vacation meaning a vacation that we had talked about going on while you were alive, but never did so. A vacation that I grew up going on during my summer breaks from school. The one that I always dreamed of taking my 3 boys on, when they were old enough. We always put it off because “Ronan is too young and I’m scared that he won’t listen to me and will die by jumping off the side of the yacht. We can take him when he’s 4 or 5, but not now.” Not now sucks balls and I should have, would have could have because guess what?! Â I got to have you die not from having the time of your life by jumping off the side of our boat but from cancer instead. Lucky me, lucky you. This will always be one of my biggest regrets in life, the not taking you on this trip because you were too wild and crazy. We would have had the best wild and crazy time together, Ronan and I will always be sorry about this.
All good things are wild and free. Especially in Washington.
18 responses to “All good things are wild and free. Especially in Washington.”
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You are a beautiful person Maya…your words are inspirational. sometimes we as parents in the midst of our busy lives and routine…need that reminder to stop and treAsure each momentvwith our children and family…thank you for this.
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How special to have such amazing woman together in one place….all because of their amazing boys ♥ Poppy is wonderful and I love all your pics on Instagram! My heart hurts for you woman this week. Have as much fun as possible! Kiss that Poppy girl for me!
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We are all here for Paxton’s mom. Sending her love from the UK! It’ll be a hard day for her but we are all loving you and supporting you all. Xx
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It sounds like such an amazing, special trip. It is so fucked up that Ronan wasn’t there….FUC. But I’m glad Miss Poppy was able to brighten everything in the special way that only she can. You truly inspire me to live every day to the fullest. Thank you
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FU Cancer!! Thinking of you, Ronan, Paxton and his mom extra today. There are no steps to getting through 1st anniversaries of your child/children’s death but I do think that just being with you will help Paxton’s mom get through the day. Seeing other parents live in this world without their child/children has helped me get through my darkest days. Thank you from me too Maya.
So glad that family and friends are with you through all the bittersweetness. Sending hugs and hope and another giant FU cancer!!
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The San Juan islands are one of my favorite places in the world. I lived in Washington for a couple of years and I miss it so much. Wonderful memories. I’m glad that you went there with your family. And I really think that Ronan was there.
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Maya,
You are an amazing person. I think you have your own heart plus Ronan’s. Somehow his heart and soul stayed with you. I don’t know you, but I am proud of you. I do believe Ronan knows what you are doing and is proud to have you as his mama. Paxton’s mommy came to the right person. You would be an amazing therapist. You unfortunately can say that you truly understand how these people feel. Cancer really does suck Shit!! -
I’m so happy that you got to spend some time in the San Juans (as a NW girl myself – I truly think they are a magical place, I really feel like I can breathe there). At the same time I’m so sad that Ronan was not with you – it’s awful.
Your writting, honesty and bravery continues to impress and inspire me.
Sending you NW love while you are here taking it all in.
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RoMama,
Thinking of you as you help Paxton’s mom on his first anniversary.
Fucancer !!!!
Rolove always!!! I’m so happy you’re enjoying your vacation with your mom & dad! Family forever! XO
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I’m so glad that you and your wonderful family got the chance to have a lovely vacation and that Poppy was there to stop you from throwing yourself off the boat- I don’t want to hear of another death on this blog…
I hate how cancer targets the most loving, caring families-nobody deserves it 😦
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Maya
You are awesome, Ronan is awesome. I prayed everyday Poppy would be perfect for you. I am beyond thrilled that Ronan sent her to you. The pain of losing a child never goes away, you just finally get to a point where you realize you don’t cry every minute of everyday when everything reminds you of them. Someday you will be there. Thank you for sharing Ronan’s story.
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Hello Maya,
sending you some major love on a trip I can’t imagine is easy. I was wondering if I can get your email address, I have a few questions I’d like to ask. Please and thank you. 🙂 btw your little pop star is adorable. -
You are amazing and inspirational maya thompson. I have been looking at your instagram pics from Washington and everything looks so beautiful, especially Poppy.
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Maya, thank you for all you do for others. You
Inspire me to be a better person. Could I have
Some good Maya vibes for Friday? I am going
To a funeral of my friends 5 year old little boy,
Named Oliver. Like you, Oliver had 2 older brothers, Owen and Charlie. Oliver was diagnosed with leukemia in Dec. The treatment was supposed to cure him, but
Now he is dead. I’m so so sad! FUCANCER !! -
Lovely vacation. Family bonding is the best.
I know it was bitter sweet for you. Probably for all of you.
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Hey, it’s not crabbing season up here yet! (wink wink)… I won’t ask any questions, really. I live on Orcas and spend time on Waldron. Next time you are up here (and open for visiting), let me know and maybe we could show you around Waldron, where my husband grew up. Actually, Im a very OLD friend/acquaintance of Woody’s– we went to Jr, High together. So nice to hear you guys had a great trip up here. It is indeed magical. You are in my heart, always.
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Just read your story, came upon while folowing Talia. Lots of tears for you here, its fucked up.
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I agree! Fuck u cancer! Fuck u u fucking fuck! You have taken enough of my loved ones.
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