The eyes of an angel


I had a visit from my friend, Fernanda, this morning. I’m not going to go into too many details about things, but looking into her eyes is like looking into the eyes of an angel. There is not enough beauty in this world to fill her heart, because her heart is bigger than anything out there in this so called life. Thank you, Fernanda, for showing me every time I see you what it really means to be a beautiful person, on the inside and out. You have a heart of gold. I could go on and on about her, but then I would just start to cry. I have seen the ugly side of people come out through all of this. I have seen hidden agendas, selfish people, people who think they are beautiful, but are really not. I am thankful on this journey, that I am learning that when somebody is genuine and true, all I have to do is look into their eyes, and I know. I knew Fernanda was a beautiful soul from the first time I met her, 5 years ago. She is that special of a person that she has that sparkle in her eyes that only certain people have. I look into her eyes, and I see the same kind of spark and twinkle that Ronan has. That right there, is proof that she is truly an angel walking around on this earth.

Thank you for the new Cher song too, F!! Love the lyrics!

Cher – You Haven’t Seen The Last Of Me Lyrics

Feeling broken
Barely holding on
But there’s just something so strong
Somewhere inside me
And I am down but I’ll get up again
Don’t count me out just yet

I’ve been brought down to my knees
And I’ve been pushed way past the point of breaking
But I can take it
I’ll be back
Back on my feet
This is far from over
You haven’t seen the last of me
You haven’t seen the last of me

They can say that
I won’t stay around
But I’m gonna stand my ground
You’re not gonna stop me
You don’t know me
You don’t know who I am
Don’t count me out so fast

I’ve been brought down to my knees
And I’ve been pushed way past the point of breaking
But I can take it
I’ll be back
Back on my feet
This is far from over
You haven’t seen the last of me

 

2 thoughts on “The eyes of an angel

  1. Love from Seattle. . .

    I have been reading your blog for about a month now. I am slowly working my way from the first blog to the present. I am sorry and embarassed to say that I have to take a break and only allow myself to read so many post a day due to the overwhelming love that I have developed for you and your family. I have cried for Ronan, I have cried for you, I have cried for Quinny and Liam and I have cried for Woody. I cant imagine having to deal with everything you are dealing with in “real” time. My heart goes out to you and your family Maya, I truly love you like you are my sister. I wish I would have known about your struggles from the very beginning so that I could have prayed right along with you as your family walked thru HELL. I am sorry that I wasnt able to. But i can honestly say that I have laughed, cried, bawled, and fallen in love with your family, all from your honest and real posts.
    I will NEVER, NEVER understand why Ronan? Nothing will ever make me understand why, but I do know that Ronan will ALWAYS be with you and all of us out here in blog world as well. He lives in your blog, your heart, your smile, your boys, your eyes, your everything. He lives in our hearts too Maya. Thank you for letting me love your family like my own. Thank you for letting us in on your deepest darkest moments and your most cherised moments as well. You and your family are very dear to me and I hope one day to meet and give you biggest hug ever for sharing your babies precious life. I wish you sweet baby Ro dreams Maya, they will come I know it, because he is by your side every second of every day. . . ❤

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