Happy Birthday to my Charisma, yesterday! And Huffington Post is RAD for the Rockstar Ronan shout out!


I didn’t write on here yesterday, but it was our dear Charisma’s Birthday. Happy Birthday to one of the truest souls to walk this planet. We are so lucky to have you in our life. I love you.


Maya and Ronan



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  1. Bella

     /  July 25, 2012

    Love seeing the Ro love! I went to Petsmart a couple of weeks ago and saw a life size cutout board of Bret Michaels and I saw him wearing Ro’s purple bracelet! It made me smile :) I wish that you didn’t have to write this blog and that I didn’t know your story, since that would mean that you still have your Ronan :( But I want you to know you’re doing great things Maya!

  2. Glenda

     /  July 25, 2012

    Love the RoLove, but hate that things are this way for you…for the boys.. for your family. It shouldn’t be. Ro should be here :(

    I go to PetSmart all the time and when I saw Bret I flashed a smile and looked down at my two “fuck you cancer” “Rockstar Ronan” bracelets that I wear daily :)

    Charisma is beautiful. Happy Birthday to you!


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