You should still be here doing this and it is bullshit that you are not.

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  1. Kelly

     /  February 28, 2012

    couldn’t be said anymore perfect. love it!

  2. All three of your boys are amazing!!!!

  3. HBM

     /  February 28, 2012

    What a rockstar! Wish I could hug him through that video!

  4. OK. This is awesome! I love the video and love the photo. You are so fantastically wonderful.

  5. Oh, Ro…you look like you were feeling unwell in this video, yet wanted to just be a little 3 year old….how my heart aches for you, sweet, sweet baby.

  6. Tiffany

     /  February 28, 2012

    As I watched this video, my 3 year old son came and sat beside me. He laughed and said he wanted to play with those friends. Then was confused about why mommy was crying over a fun video…

  7. Karen

     /  February 29, 2012

    His smile is priceless……Quinns and Liams smile is priceless. They should still be able to do this with their little brother!! Maya I loved hearing your soft little chuckles at watching Ronan enjoying the time with his family! it breaks my heart too because its just not fucking fair!! All my love!!

  8. Lori

     /  February 29, 2012

    Pure RoLove. Pure RoLight.


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