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  • Instagram is my BFF

    I've never posted this picture before. This is right before he looked up at me with those huge blue eyes and I snapped the most beautiful picture. I'll never forget this day or that moment when I looked at the photo afterwords and his beauty literally took my breath away. Today is the 9th, and 53 months since he left this world. I am ok today. Poppy has kept me laughing and I am trying to let myself just soak in all the beauty around me to get me through this day and this life without him. It never gets easier, but I have learned how to carry this pain instead of trying to bury it, mask it or ignore it. I have to remember that Ronan would give anything to be here and the fact that I am here and alive is a privilege. My sadness is my strength and the love between a mother and a child is the most powerful thing. I know Ronan is with me, always. #ronan #fucancer #rockstarronan #beautifulboy #53months #imsosorry #iwillfixthis The stuff he puts up with is unreal. #ronan #fucancer #goldendoodle #assholeteddy #bestdogever #myboyfriend #poppyspuppy Everything was so sweet until "ballsack" came out of nowhere. #ronan #fucancer #inappropriatepearl #imblamingquinnandliam #yolo #sherepeatseverything #teddy

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